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HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO ME ! ! !

2008-04-23T09:37:00.002+08:00

~ Happy Birthday to me ~
~ Happy Birthday to me ~
~ Happy Birthday to me ~
~ Happy Birthday to me ~

haha! yeah! very happy today.
my mum every year will cook the "noodles" for me n this morning just eat. thanks mum! taste good! :)
tdy i also have wear the necklaces that my sis brought for me. :)

sick..

2008-03-05T11:25:00.002+08:00

haiz.. monday afternoon in the office, i have go to toilet many times to vomit.. dunno wat happen.. then after work i took a cab home.. is so "xing ku" head so pain, stomach pain, chest pain.. this sickness dosen't usually come but i dunno y it suddenly came. then yesterday juz went to see doctor, i woke up in the morning feel so weak, giddy. today also is the same but i still came to work. doctor say he just give me some pain killers medicine if still not feeling well then go back n look for him. but wat i most angry was yesterday i waited for so long like 1 hr plus juz to see a doctor in the poly clinic. alot of people went to complaint y the number is not jumping, where's the doctor etc. in the end i have to climb up the stairs to level 2 n see another doctor. my gosh, all this people is too much. they shld have at least say earlier that we shld go up level 2 instead of letting us wait so long. there are alot of patients not only me, waited n waited for so long.

anyway, i have came back to office, now head is still spinning, giddy.. by faith, i believe i will get heal.

merry x'mas!

2007-12-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

i feel that this yr is really being a very bad yr to me as alot of things have been happening, one thing that is so happening n all of us can't accept the fact is that my dad juz suddenly pass away, gone in this world.
x'mas shld be a yr that family being gather together... have a very nice dinner n gathering together. haiz... everytime x'mas day, will suddenly think of grandfather... tis yr is his 6th anniversary... he pass away on dec.
there's nth we can do but juz treasure wat we have left right now...
x'mas wishes:
grandmother, frenz n all the ppl ard me will have a very gd health.
Merry X'mas!

nightmares

2007-11-15T09:40:00.000+08:00

ever since my dad pass away, nightmares have started coming in into my dreams. i also dun understand y keep coming n i really can't stand it. everyday 2am or 3am will wake up becoz of e dream. but really can't remember wat i dream.

yesterday i have play some praise n worship songs when i am at hm doing my work, couldn't finish in e office so bring it back hm to do. in e hse, when my mum have gone to sleep, it was ard 1130pm plus, i was alone in e study room, i could sense something is juz behind but it didn't bother me much, i was quite afraid, but when i was singing e praise n worship with the music, e "thing" seen to get far away frm me. i could juz sense it n it juz gone. so i guess probaly that "thing" won't get close to e person who is strong in e presence of God.

well, that was not e first time already, is lots of time i could feel. seriously, i didn't think too much, i did really sense it. but i juz trust in God that His protection n peace are with me.

tdy word of God...

2007-11-10T19:26:00.000+08:00

tdy cg is awesome! overcoming stress in my life.

this few wks have been feeling very stress but after hearing the word, change my mindset. thank God! i feel mre comfortable now, not very stress anymre. :)

no matter how diffcult the situation is, i will choose to trust in the Lord! Praise God!

Sun, we r proud of u! :)

2007-10-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Sun, we r really all proud of u!

tdy e little girl frm China testimony tat pastor have read out have really touch my heart. my eyes is all filled with tears. Sun is really doing a great job in China. helping all those kids in China. wow, i am really being touch by wat Sun have done in China. Go Sun! we'll keep u in prayer.

msg for my beloved cg...

2007-09-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

hey bro n sis in Christ,

juz wanna let u all know i really miss u guys... but soon after 13 oct i'll be back, i promise. it is so diffcult to ask my mum to let me go back cg as she will scold, i think i shld respect her decision isn't it? juz wait for a few mre wks... but 13 oct i won't be in Singapore, i am going malaysia to see my dad... settle things over there first. alright, bro n sis, take care, see u all tml at ktv! :)

中秋节快乐！

2007-09-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hey, 中秋节快乐！

eat too much mooncake not healthy. drink some tea.

tea n mooncake make a perfect match. haha!

enjoy ur day frenz! :) so sad i can't celebrate... :( but at least i got mooncake n tea to drink tdy in e office. :)

really feel v bless tdy...

2007-09-09T18:25:00.000+08:00

tdy service was awesome!
really touched by his testimony n word...

1. Love
2. Everything is gonna be okay

taiwan trip

2007-08-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

27 july juz go taiwan for comany trip... having fun but the weather, haiyo... so hot!!! got sunburn but at least now is better, the degree shld have drop to ard 32 to 30 degree??? but at nite is mre cooling but still warm...

anyway, come back on e 31 july n lots of work to do n submit... haiz... so busy everyday!

got to jia you!

when there's a will, there's a way!

God is my strength!

singing contest

2007-07-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

on sunday (01.07.07) i went for my EW zone "The Voice" singning contest. i was quite nervous, 2 yrs have not been on stage performing...

after seeing all the contestant, feel that all of us did well :)

since i have already do my best, i believe next time when i stand on stage again, i will improve even mre n won't be so nervous again as i have e experience. it is really tough to get into final, but i am really proud of those who i know came forward to sing on stage. wheather did we get into final, frenz let's not give up. we can still try again until we success.

with God all things are possible!

yeah, congrats! :)

2007-05-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

yeah, sun 20.05.2007 was a happy n exciting day coz i got promoted to MM! :)
CGL swee xiang also promoted to EM! Congrats!!!
really a v bless day n anointing day, as pastor preach the sermon on the mount... everytime i was so excited for this word, praise God! this bible study teach me alot n it have been changing my life every single day :) thank you God n Pastor Kong!

yesterday...

2007-05-10T15:39:00.000+08:00

haiz... yesterday 09.05.07 was a moody day, i was sad n cry in e washroom... coz juz something tat cause me to be sad n tat's y i cry :(
i finally know tat working outside is so diffcult n stressful... esp in e office, busy n alot of things to do... wat can we say? we muz learn to handle all these situation isn't it?
i am a leader in ministry, n also consider as working adult le bah? Chen Jing Hong, jia you!
juz wanna tell all my frenz out there, if u met any diffculties, juz trust e Lord, smile n stay cheerful in ur heart :)

tdy 05.05.2007 autograph session

2007-05-06T01:17:00.000+08:00

yeah, tdy juz went to sun autograph session.
is fun n tired day... but still enjoy :)
really will miss sun alot... she's our fav. always will be our fav.
sun, we will miss u, do cum back soon. will keep u in prayer. jia you!!!

sick...

2007-02-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

haiz, yesterday 13/02 went to see doctor coz i fall sick... then i got 2 day mc... at hm was watching "jian dao shi tou bu", have go n rented n watch. is really a nice show... not i wan to help them "xuan chuan" but i really feel e show is nice :) [i also got write to wang shao wei tell him tat his show was gd] but i also dunno he got read e letter anot??? maybe?!
anyway, tml will go back to my work place, jia you lor! :) busy day is cuming again...

happy happy happy

2007-01-11T14:39:00.000+08:00

yeah! finally found a new job!!! yeah!!! :)
is an office job... doing admin... phew, finally! will be a busy wk frm feb onwards, so out there my frenz, u all wan to go out with me have to meet in e evening then. yeah, i will gambatek! jia you!!!

my fav. verses frm Bible

2007-01-10T11:31:00.000+08:00

Mk 12:30
"And you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength." This is the first commandment."

Jn 3:16
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have everlasting life.

Phil 4:13
"I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."

Lk 1:37
"For with God NOTHING will be impossible."

of coz there is mre :)

on e way to Taiwan trip, guess who i saw?

2007-01-04T00:58:00.000+08:00

On 20061211, i went to Taiwan n guess wat, i saw 5566 Sun Xie Zhi n Wang Ren Fu. my goodness, there's so many 'fans' at e airport.
interesting thing is tat after i check in with my mum, we go shopping then suddenly i notice tat me n 5566 both of them is in e same shop. my mum was like asking me go n talk to them if i wan, then i was thinking for a few mins shld i or shld i not talk to them?! in e end still go... i only talk to Xie Zhi n Ren Fu was busy looking at his things n was talking to e sales person so no chance to talk to him. sad rite?
really feel so 'qiao' coz i was going taiwan n they r going back at e same time but too bad we r different flight. e fans up there looking muz be feeling angry rite? coz i'm e only one who so near to them. well, we didn't really chat much as i got to catch my plane, maybe if possible next time lah!
when reach Taiwan n i was in e van, i saw them again, they juz alight frm their flight n cuming out but too late, i was already in e van, have already go off.
anyway, e whole Taiwan trip was really fun n enjoyable! who wan to accompany me go Taiwan again, save up money alright?
going to sleep, gd nite, sweet dreams! :)

congrats to my beloved sis!!! :)

2006-11-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

haha, tdy is my sis ROM n specially take off frm my work too... my sis is pretty when she really do some make over, haha! tdy e whole family also have went out to eat dinner together too. really enjoy tdy! yeah! but e weather is really bad, it keep raining haiz... congrats once again! :)

congrats!!!

2006-11-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

恭喜，恭喜wang ren fu, becum a father lor! :)
tis few days news have been reporting abt him n ji qin, e reporter also really too much lah... shld not disturb them lor! anyway, yesterday [19/11/2006] sunday morning give birth to a baby girl... i guess muz be v pretty n cute lah! haha! once again congrats! v happy for them also, but althought they "未婚先孕", i also v disagreed wat they have done, but at least ren fu ge is responsible for ji qin jie n e baby.
祝福你们永远幸福快乐，孩子快高长大！:)

a leader

2006-11-15T12:28:00.000+08:00

after tis few mths of being promoted in e ministry as a ic [counter as a leader], there is new ppl under me too n mre ppl is joining attributes, praise God! i am also doing admin... to tell e truth, being a leader is not easy, u have alot to learn too but i am willing to learn frm my leaders n my ic. pray tat my members n me n all attributes members will continue to grow n shine for Jesus! :) we have to go up to e next level, but not stay as an ordinary members. i believe one day i will becum a helper in my cg. althought i have grow in my ministry, but cg n church i also wan to continue to grow. YEAH! :)

our past

2006-10-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

haiz... tdy i am sad...
tdy after e prayer mtg n christine meet me for fellowship. we talk alot then suddenly talk abt our "love story" when we were still in sch. i told her my story abt i have "secretly" fall for someone but juz didn't admit it only... but tat was all in e past, but i really still feel so hurt n sad inside... at least i control my tears coz i dun wan to think abt it anymre! i think i use 1 1/2yr to get over it... is v long isn't it? she also have told me abt hers!
wat exactly is love? n do u know love n like is different? maybe shld let God help me n help me find my true love n happiness!

remind me of something...

2006-06-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

tdy have juz read a news n know tat meng zhe 外婆 have pass away... i can understand how he feel...

juz really wan to encourage him tat continue to be strong, u muz work hard in ur studies n in ur work too,i believe ur 外婆 in heaven will wan to see u success. dun let ur mood affect u, so meng zhe, jia you!

but it remind me of my grandfather... i will be thinking abt my grandfather too... he also have pass away v long already, but will still miss him... he really dote on us [e granddaughter n grandson] alot n care for us alot, i dun wish to disappoint my grandfather... so meng zhe 一起加油！

tired...

2006-06-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

wow, so long didn't write my blog... lately have been v busy n tired coz working...my working place there, e kids is all my fav.!they r so cute n active,really will miss them so much :(
i will be leaving after tis end of june,so sad,i can't bear to leave e kids...but i leave also have my reason,wonder if e kids will miss me haha!of coz some kids r quite close to me coz i always play with them,althought i sometime might be strict to them [but i not really v fierece lah,those who know me shld know bah],they will still listen...
anyway,really enjoy myself with e kids! :)

guess y am i happy?!

2006-03-28T14:28:00.001+08:00

haha! sunday i was so excited n happy coz i went for "Sun Fan Club" gathering!!! long time didn't see her le... so excited on tat day... :)
we play games, vote for her new album song n in a group, we take pic together n guess wat, i ask sun if i can take a pic with her n she say okay... oh so nice! then as we take photo together [me n her alone] we r so close!!! :p but really v happy to see her again in Singapore... yeah! :)

haiz...sad n angry...

2006-03-22T18:31:00.000+08:00

haiz...frm last yr my exam finish until now is still holiday...then guess wat happened?i am suppose to take higher nitec,but really v angry,is UNSUCCESSFUL!!!then i went to appeal n tat day i go with one of my ex-ite classmate yan ling...so angry lah okay?!still got to wait till 31st May...but really got a feeling tat i can't get into higher nitec,so juz incase i didn't get in,i decided to go out n work!!!if really can't get in,i think i will rather stop studying...ya!haiz...

happy new yr! a brand new yr! :)

2005-12-31T23:56:00.000+08:00

now going to reach 12... haha! 2006 cuming! yeah!
have a lot of wishes for tis cuming new yr...
fri we juz have a great bbq at pasir ris with E244 n W295... it was really v fun! really did enjoy myself... love my CGL n CG members a lot! Bro n Sis In Christ forever! Praise e Lord!

reaching 2006...

2005-12-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

tdy is 29th Dec, so fast tat 2006 is cuming! so happy tat is a brand new yr but time really fly v fast isn't it?
i will treasure e time tat i have spend tis yr 2005... every yr to me is special... really dunno hoe to describe my feelings for every yr...

Merry Christmas

2005-12-14T17:57:00.000+08:00

time really fly really v fast isn't it? soon it gonna be yr 2006... wat is ur plan for 2006?
tml 15/12/2005 i will be getting my result... pray tat i will get a gd result bah... also pray for everyone tat is in my class will get a gd result :)
no matter where r all of u, all my frenz, i really wish all of u all e best in watever u all do n muz jia you okay? gambatek! :)
lastly wish u all a happy n wonderful "Merry Christmas" :p
take care!
Lots of love,
~Jing~